I went for a walk in a snowy wood.

I went for a walk in a snowy wood.

The light was golden and the ground was white.

The hills rolled and the trees swelled.

The air was clean and the breeze was perfect. 

It refreshed my soul and made me smile.

Happy Thanksgiving

nut shells that look like hearts

Two years ago I was still in school. Right before Thanksgiving I stayed in town a couple of days before traveling to visit my family. That weekend I went to a little get-together at church to make decorations for the church and to a goodbye dinner for a visiting professor from China. I remember writing that my heart felt so full that weekend. I was so thankful. I loved where I was at, I loved who I was with, and I felt at home.

These past 6 months of graduation, moving, changes have been really hard and at times very painful. Everything is still uncertain, but today, on Thanksgiving, I have a little bit of that full-hearted feeling again. It's not the same exuberant-I'm-going-to-burst-I-feel-so-happy feeling. It's quieter, and more content. No matter where I am or what's going on, God has taken great care of me and given me so much and is teaching me so much. I feel more peace that whatever the future holds, at this present moment I am right where I need to be.

Some things I am grateful for today (in no particular order):
Being finished with school
Family
My new bed (which I never want to leave)
My job
Friends, old and new; near and far
Hospitality
The ability to work with my hands
Shelter
Having hope
Memories
Salvation.

That last one...it sounds cheesy and pun-like, but I truly would be lost without my faith. I've come to realize recently that I lean so heavily on Jesus. Trusting that He is good and righteous and in control. Not that I'm some amazing Christian, far from it. I take such comfort in feeling secure with my savior. I don't know how those who don't believe in God handle stress and fear. I just don't know how I would have made it through these past few months without knowing that God is with me. I struggle in my walk with Christ, but I'm so grateful that He loves me and is in my life.

Light from the Window

Mugshot

A former classmate posted a photo on facebook of herself drinking from a mug made by another of our classmates, Thom. One of our other classmates posted a photo of herself drinking from a mug made by him too. So I jumped in on the party too with my mug made by Thom. I love owning pots by my classmates and friends. It's like having a little part of them. Cheers, friend.

Instagram photos

Last night of The Gathering

Found: the cutest stickers.

More cute stickers

Snow

Embellishing

Reliable companion.

Some little photos from the past few weeks.

It's become very cold here recently. And it has begun to snow a lot. I'm so grateful that my car has thus far been very reliable and seems to do really well in the snow. I'm also grateful for the fact that the cold has made me feel like hibernating. I've wanted to be home more and am enjoying it. Last weekend I spent an afternoon in bed knitting and watching Anne of Avonlea. I don't know when I've felt so luxurious. It was so restful and refreshing (plus Anne is so optimistic, how can one not feel cheerful after watching those movies?). I know I need to start buckling down and being productive, but after 4 years of being so busy and constantly tired it was just lovely to take an afternoon and be so rested and know that there were no assignments to work on, no deadlines coming up, no reason to feel guilty for not being at school or eating/sleeping/breathing ceramics.

 

Scenes from the weekend.

Little peeks at one of the most restful and pleasant weekends I've had in a long time.

I want to walk with You.

Let me walk with you when it's sunny...
Let me walk with you when it storms...
Walk with me through the valleys...
Call to me to walk with you on the water...
Let me walk with you when it's dark...
Light my path with Your word...
Let me walk at a leisurely stroll; taking it all in...
Let me walk briskly, with a purpose and intent...
Just let me walk with You
Hand in hand...
Directing my steps...
Keeping me upright.

Psalm 37:23-24 NLT
The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives. Though they stumble, they will never fall, for the Lord holds them by the hand.